'oldest of the siblings i have lived with. i am the only child between my mom and dad but my mom went on to have two other children..my dad had another kid before me...i dont remember if she is...
lol yeaaah this is the place for that =P pit stop :wink:
i LOVE the adrenaline rush but...im super scared....of stupid things like..dying from a roller coaster ^^: so i get super excited to go on them but when standing in line i start to get cold feet and...
lol its not so bad..but when you come into humboldt county from the east like, you come down a mountain and you can see your about to enter a fog bank. we have AWESOME zombie weather...often. right...
lol you two...its going to be lonely around here if you two stop posting :blushed:
right there. me too. its the same. thing. always. your not being challenged. i read that we need to be challenged in order to keep our interest ^^; but it cant just be mental or physical challenge it...
lol your more than welcome to come up here and hang but i have to say i have a pretty full house at the moment...xD and next week it will be more so....also gotta be careful of humboldt because...
*hugs back* ^^
T_________________________T <- ultimate sad face ever. my coworker just walked by and saw my picture on here and said why does your nose look so much bigger in pictures T____T i hate my...
response to the bit about hugging in your earlier post: i used to seem stand off-ish but in reality i was afraid of being hurt....now...i love hugging people ^^ and being close to them in...
Sorry that your sad T__T feel better! its only 11 more days!! ^^ im sure all the happiness will make you forget being sad once she is actually there =3
I do the EXACT same thing. i always thought it was my way of getting under their skin, a lot of people find it attractive.... to me when im around someone i really like, unless i have known them...
oh i know ^^ i mean it really is good to go on to do better things..or not.. i mean that depends on what makes you happy XD
loud music as i walk or jog for exercise or to get where im going..helps move time along. i agree with listenin to music in the mornin to get energy ^^ i used to play music while i slept too,...
^^ its awesome that your doing something with your life xD im kinda stuck..at the moment..so i figure why not just enjoy it xD
^^; dont do things that can damage your health..:shocked:.silly.. ^^
i understand that one...being upset makes me more upset >.<
First time i ever smoked i felt like i was under a strobe light XD it was me blinking...>.<;; also i couldnt stop trying to tell everyone how i felt..xD but now its just to relax and help me sleep...
man up here..everyone is bi or gay or i dont even..xD but about 90% of us smoke. its all good also im the queen of validation xD i can make anything valid and convince almost anyone of anything...
Indeed, i find that when smoking unless something like food is involved..unless i really want to do it...it doesnt get done...^^:
lol we are pretty far up here..but we are known for ...ya know....the stuff we smoke....when i went to missouri ( dont go there...) i was asked by everyone i met if i had stuff to sell >.<;; even got...
lol thankfully society hasnt brainwashed me too much =P i do feel out of sorts at times like im lost or fallen out of the main stream of things..but..i have friends and they usually help to make me...
well.....its complicated guy..=P lets just say if i was born in a male body i would be in your exact situation...but i was born with a female body...so....eh....i think like a guy a lot ( and...
:blushed: i will if i ever take a internet okay pic....=P i might..but....i unno....im actually kinda shy =P
hella for days...actually i like it up here...im in a somewhat small town......ya know...in humboldt county...=P
dude we had a conversation the other day...my friend said i love when people ask me a question and i say 'what?' as the response to which of course i replied what? xD i really didnt hear him...i...
*blush* thank you....its hard for me to smile ^^; for pictures anyhow..it always feels forced....im not very photogenic... xD
well..im in northern cali...we get lots of rain ^^;; sooo yeah
i totally space out on purpose...xD yes =P mostly when i smoke.......anyhow yeah there are days when i cant get my head to do anything.....especially when im sick T__T
.......^^; yeaaah sounds like someone that lives in california..xD
I think im the type to just say this is how i am, except it or leave like..even if i wanted to i doubt i could or would change...xD gotta strut our stuff right? cause i mean..what else can we do?...
o.o;;;; the word several kinda makes me worry =P
-^^- thanks guys..normally i pass off comments about my appearance because i figure they are just looking for someone to love them =P but it seems genuine when you all say it :proud: also people...
aww but people getting arrested makes for a better story for the rest of us =P
I try not to think about myself too much because i will do the same thing as all of you..instead i make different lists xD like goals in life that will help me become the person i want but not...
:blushed: so i uploaded a pic...be gentle i dont take good pictures..and i dont really like how i look :crazy: but what do you guys think? =P (side note this is the first time ive had...
it takes...a lot.. to make me cry, however, i can cry on command xD ...but as far as natural crying is concerned..i cry at super sad movies and sometimes when im happy like overjoyed... or when im...
I think its still manipulation even if its not used to hurt people...=P i do it all the time, if your bending other people even if your not the one to benefit then i think its manipulation xD ...
ah but see this is how i attract people =P all apart of the ENFJ manipulation =P also how many of you all live near or in cali?
I hear you on the friend thing, I have to schedule with everyone..you need to book two weeks in advance ^^:;; im not kidding either....i pay more attention to my immediate friends because i dont want...
Personally...i'm not great with names..^^; im slightly autistic...one of the things i notice i do is, to not look at peoples faces (they are scary..xD ) so its hard for me to put a name to a...
lol i feel like i would clam up and be the quiet one in the back xD
seems to be common among our personality type......i think it has to do partially with the way we view ourselves..most of us dont think we are good looking, ( some of us might be right =P but i wont...
Tis true, getting to know people online can be a fun experience and since more than likely you wouldnt meet them in real life ( mostly due to location ) it can open up millions of new friends and...
Ooooh playing video games or watching movies is good too.....^^ anything to pull you out of reality until you can deal with the stress properly..^^;
the above statement can applies only to those that are trying to do good in this world =P ( not to bring hitler into this..but i bet he thought he was doing best... =P )
Like bunnies. :crazy: Had to say it..my rabbit makes the cutest faces just to get a few more treats...
I would be interested to see what personality type attracts which other ones...i mean i suppose it all depends on the person ( now i am going to make all my friends take the test ) :crazy:
I totally understand that! It is a secret, like when people ask me why I did something..its usually I don't know but in my head I do know..Just dont want to tell them. =P Also I think not wanting...
i know that exactly. i was just thinking this morning about how if i want to go all out and fall in love I have to put myself out there or the other person will feel that. I am super scared of being...'
