'I love you, I loved you Don't open my eyes. Don't make my reality Seem otherwise.
I really, really like post-rock. It's so angelic and horrifying all at once, and often it focuses on hope as the central locus of the song. I also like punk rock, prog rock, and alternative music...
The red heart it bellows, Flinging delights or smut To spatter on windows Determinedly shut.
SleepyFox bottes Thank you guys, a lot. It sucks, but it'll be fine. Things are looking hopeful, just slowly. I can manage :)
Apparently it'll take 10-12 months to get on HRT from the time i speak to a therapist/doctor here... I don't want to exist that long as i am now. Fuck this.
I read a quote once that went something like Youth is the secret belief, or hope, that you are the one person in the history of existence who will never grow old, but I think it's probably more...
I'm not sure I care about individual ENTPs, but the innumerable, endless cycle of questions about ENTPs and INFJs is repetitive and frustrating. Maybe we should make a sticky/particular subforum...
How is this anything but rhetoric? Feeling functions describe the way we assign value to things. So siding against a majority to favour more valued minorities is a contradiction of the idea that Fe...
The heart's circuitous bleed, the moon's slow escape. Somewhere, the sowing of seeds. Endlessly, delusions of forever.
Loved that book. I really related to Eliza at times, which made it more interesting, too.
How do you know he didn't? I realise Hitler did great things, and I'd say that his Holocaust wasn't necessarily evil- he really believed it was the best thing to do, that he was doing the best...
I'm not sure that's a very fair style of thinking. Something is not either bad or good, and the presence of both does not negate either side. For example, Gandhi beat his wife and was mixed up in...
INFPs are really flipping inspiring. I'm constantly impressed by their ability to care so deeply for everyone around them, in a just, but pragmatic, way. Andrea Gibson is one fine example of a...
Collected Poems-Sylvia Plath Collected Poems-W.B. Yeats Collected Poems- T.S. Eliot :P I have other poets on the go too, but let's not push the list too far. As for prose, I'm reading the...
Names are not a thing I research. Either the name feels right, or I need to try again. It's like clothes shopping, but less infuriating and public.
What fictional story do you wish were real? It's not so much a story as a world- Tolkien's Middle Earth. Though life was impoverished and tough, magic permeated everything. There was a definite...
They are, really. That's why I think the function typing system and the dichotomous system are not interchangeable. You're either using diluted socionics/pure functions, or diluted Big 5 typology....
Civilly. Disliking someone doesn't mean awful behaviour towards them is pardonable. Anyway, focusing on disliking them just makes me feel worse. Why should I highlight a negative emotion, when I can...
I'm not sure about it. It's easy to listen to, and easy to catch yourself moving with it. But I never really felt anything from it. It was pleasant, but nothing greater than that? I also found that...
I have quite a few of these relationships. I'd say I'm a firm believer in this possibility. Also, is it not kind of silly to assume that the only thing required to affect romantic interest is the...
My phone cannot use PerC properly, it seems. I'll reply later.
I prefer my characters to be mainly symbolic. I prefer creating environments and landscapes, and characters interfere with that. I've never understood how to enjoy writing about people, to be honest....
I don't recall our previous conversation, and probably said very many stupid things that I myself will disagree with when I eventually read them in order to reply with you. For now, the quoted...
I've been really interested recently in counteracting this effect in my writing, or thinking about it in others'. (I dream a lot about the potential and power of certain literary movements or forms...
I'm pretty sure I should've been born to be a bard in olden times. A talentless bard, but a bard nonetheless. I find that people my age and people older than me are uninterested in discussing what...
neat garden old willows sprawled here proud man's touch I know I'm not very convincing here, but I'm pretty sure that haiku has the potential to be the punk-revolutionary form in the world of...
plain letters unread unwritten careless me
I think I's only make the more open-minded. LGBT-phobia and emotional estrangement were and are rampant and consuming in my home. I'm a little internally skewed because of it, and for a while had...
Implicitly, simplicity is like soft warming blankets. Explicitly, to sow grand seeds is very often thankless.
This garden was rolled knolls and meadows sodden with colour dripping light and life to dullard eyes everywhere and- until the sage leathers came to pack neat rows and curb unruly petals.
I think that if you have reached the place in the relationship where you're feeling frustrated by the fact that she doesn't understand that you like her, it's okay to say something. Other than your...
Around girls, I am much freer and more open. I feel relaxed and more like myself. My friends now tend to be mainly girls. I rarely initiate conversations with guys. There is something so strained and...
Oh god, can you guys smell the fetid internet culture in here, or is it just me? The only crime the poor girl has exhibited is the affectation of free will, something I'm totally in favour of. You...
Well, I can't speak for all of us.. *hooks thumbs in belt, thrusts waist out* ..but it bodes well for your ego that I don't kiss-and-tell. (*is borderline asexual*)
Pretty soon someone'll need to allocate days for being alone without seeming rude. Special occasions are such a social minefield already, and there're new ones being formed?! *gulp*
A. I disagree heartily, and B. what the hell is sweetest day?!
The plastic petals dew, let waters fall to earthless floors. There are no roots here, there is no growth; no browning humus moulders, so we do, the alien strangers, alone imperfect in sheer linoleum...
Cersei Lannister (find it hard to believe that more people hate Dany than her, seemingly. I think of Cersei as the mad queen, to match Aerys' old title) Catherine from Northanger Abbey- I read...
I dislike every form of physical touch and intimacy I've encountered, though I like the idea of it a lot. It's just the reality of the experience I dislike.
I've realised I think I'm transgender; that knowledge is the loneliest, most exciting, most terrifying, most inspiring, most revelatory, strangest, most impossible and most wearying epiphany I've...
It's never perfect, but sometimes it can have soul. I personally don't like The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri much in english. Even with no italian competency, the flow and pacing of the...
Sylvia Plath* Charles Bukowski* W.B. Yeats Oscar Wilde Emily Dickinson Philip Larkin* Ted Hughes Robert Service Andrea Gibson(!!!) W.H. Auden*
A certain truth's uncertain, Physique's ephemeral. Being sure's the guarantee That you've not seen a world. (written on the back of an identity crisis re: gender)
Sunrise sees all paper smiles, all festered secrets Keeping. Young, I kicked Balls for hours- Keeping, pleading them Afloat: A Game- this game is seeping Deep to reddened heartstring cores,...
I made up a saying a couple of years ago and sent it to my friend regarding some thing that happened on social media, I think I phrased it Does a snowflake feel responsible for an avalanche? Just...
Fuck gender.
Words are cheap now. Whether people ever weighed them appropriately, I don't know, but the nuances and soul of proper expression is dumbed down now. Perhaps it's not that I lack the means to convey...
For me, that is not true. Whether I've discussed things with the wrong people or simply dislike openness, I cannot say, but beauty, power and magnitude in thought has always seemed childish and petty...
I doubt I'll ever commit to just one, as you say, twin. Self perception is fleeting and capricious. I alternate between being Stannis and Renly Baratheon, between being Holden Caulfield and Jay...
1. I love prog rock (Dream Theater, King Crimson) and alt music (don't know what else to call it, look up Cocorosie or A Silver Mt. Zion) 2. I like poetry, generally I prefer more depressive or...'
