'My parents act like I am broken and the need to fix me. The things I enjoy I can't enjoy without them nagging on me. They don't understand that I am trying to be me and they are pushing me down.
I hate when ask me why I have not been taking meds. They say something like Do you not want to get better?. I don't feel like myself when I take them.
We live in a world were the strong are called weak.
I must not loose hope. I must not give in.
For some reason, my body or mind does not like to sleep at night.
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My parents ask me if they should take all my books away and that way I would have to work for them. The only thing they don't know is that if they do that I will do one of the following: Sink into a...
My parents are going to make me take a psych test or something and they are also going to make go see a consular. They don't belive me when I say it does not help.
It feels like the only option to live the life i want to live is to run away.
All I need is support, but that's hard to come by nowadays.
I don't know what I'm going to do. My grades are dropping because I don't care about them. My parents are getting angrier at me for not do what they want and I just want to see the world. But I'm too...
One of these days I am going to break, and trust me you don't want to see that.
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Is it strange that a 14 year old girl wants to be a nomad?
Sometimes I feel like two different people are living inside my head, fighting over control.
Mom - INXJ Dad - ENTJ
I never had someone to really talk to, so I just hold everything in.
I feel like I'm missing something, a part of me just feels empty. I can't figure out what it is and I have a feeling that's it is staring me in my face. I don't know how to explain it. And school is...
In the past 2 days I have started and finished 4 books. It's official, I have no life. Plus, my dad told my I need to stop reading so much and socialize more.:shocked:
I act confident on the outside, but on the inside I am falling apart.
I don't know if I can stand 3 more years of high school and 2-4 years after that if I go to college.
I don't know how to put my feelings in to words right now.
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I am not alone, I have my book and music.
Ships in a harbor are safe, but that's not what ships are built for. - John Shedd We read to know that we are not alone.- C.S. Lewis
It seems like it is getting harder to be me. I get this numb feeling and I feel myself slipping away, I fight it but it is happing more often.
I'm tried of people telling me what I can like or dislike and I'm not going to take it anymore. I am going to be me, no matter what they think.
The only thing people know about me that are in my classes is that I'm smart and sometimes they know my name.
Your is valuable, why waste it?
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The best thing anyone has ever said to me: Don't change.
I don't have anger issues, I have stupid people issues. Quoted from my ENTJ father.
Mom: INXJ Dad: ENTJ
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rain animals making and enjoying art music swimming hiking my mind (sometimes) books Rereading book and finding things I didn't notice the first time. traveling
I don't know what to believe anymore.
Not everything has to be done your way, so stop bossing people around.
I wish my parents understood me better.
I get to see my dog I have not seen in 6 months. :)
For a short time I procrastination sleep. When ever I would walk up from a good dream I felt really sad and I didn't want to go back to sleep because of that feeling I got in the morning.
I love rain. It's so calming.
I want to travel the world and make a difference in someones life.
I just want to pour my soul out to someone. Is that to much to ask?
School......... that's all I'm going to say.:dry:
voice in my head: Do your homework! Me: One second let me check on something. voice: OK, your done now do your homework. Me: But I'm not done. voice: Yes, you are. Now get off the computer. Me:...
I'm probably one of the youngest on this thread at 14 years old but I'll be 15 in a few months.'
