'I'm not sure if I'm seasonally influenced emotionally, or if this is just the time of year in which people choose to take me for granted/stab my back/walk all over me. It makes me want to start...
The Monarchs - Give It Up - YouTubeWe just recorded this.
Some current stuff. http://youtu.be/gx1yN5Rs9fQ
My friends who last, respect my need for periods of seclusion. End of story. I've stopped feeling bad about it. I need isolation to stay sane.
Kill myself, Or smoke a bowl, take a drink and sing/write songs of existence, for existence. I can't think of anything more meaningful. It is a daily thought. All meaning chains you to the...
Today I am Batman, Shiraz is my Robin. Fighting the injustices of writer's block. With my utility belt of angst, and bad relationships.
WHooo! I love being an INFP male I make lovers for a lifetime! It's BeautiFul!!
INFJ: Sister ISFJ: Brother INFP: ME ISTJ: Mother ESTP: Father Actually, it's pretty fun, we are pretty well balanced.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZgyv1-i6s4
Do you believe in past lives? Yes They can be so vague in detail, yet so rich in experience. It's hard to shake off. Do you know (or think you know) what yours was? Yes, I personally believe...
Music is my medium for expression/communication. It is as if I'm letting my soul speak. It allows me to cry out for the whole universe. Music is my savior. In finding music at a young age I...
The 90's for sure. You started to see a general step away from over-production, and fresh compositions that were well thought out, although not necessarily technical pieces. More music, less...
I'm at a crossroads. Can I keep my heart open to her, if she keeps on breaking it? Is it selfish to cut ties for my own comfort? It would be so easy if we never hung out, or if we didn't send...
At 22 I'm finally considering the possibility that love as I idealize it and imagine it may not exist. This is pulling me apart. It's motivating me to be this love that I so long for. It's...
Sometimes it's just about taking that first dip into the water, and realizing you can indeed swim in it. If perhaps you volunteered for a solo, would it not push you to practice the hell out of it?...
Following my heart through chaos.
Honestly, I think reality is really weird. I always assume the truth is buried somewhere in the middle.
I find it strange when people say sex is just sex. I don't know quite how I got here, but I'm pretty sure sex was involved. Even removing it from emotional evaluation I find it to be a very...
I have no idea what sex is, but I like it. Sex for me is physically saying I trust you, you damn beautiful person. I want to tell you something void of meaning, but rich in experience....
We got our drummer to take the MBTI a little while back. It's confirmed, 3 INFPs. Love it or hate it, this is INFP music. Also, I love those two guys :) I couldn't have imagined a better creative...
I hate to admit it, but I'm far more creatively productive. Hang out with friends more. Don't have to pick up phone Can drinks all I wants, no one judges/ cares. Sex! Sex for everyone! Sex to...
I'm totally emo. That is to say I exist in a very emotional manner. If this is a subculture, then so be it.
I refuse to let my winter depression win. It's been a very emotional season,so far. Optimistically, I look at the new year ahead of me. I really have to change this time. No more hiding my...
splashes from the pitcher From 2 to 3 Uranus holds me Pushing towards the cusp to unfold me I see light at the end of space My muscles are longing for sleep The plateau was grueling What has...
So, my dad just asked if he could try the weeds with me tomorrow. I think we are going to have a pretty good talk/bonding moment. This is something I never thought would happen. Thanks Mayans?
Today, my dog died, really unexpectedly. My biggest source of comfort is gone. I am just broken. Searching for anything that feels like home. Right now that is vodka. Yes, I'm going to wallow...
WTF. So, she breaks-up with me basically to find a dude who is more bad-ass/asshole/older/opposite of me, then turns around and vents to me about this guy after he hurts her... Without the...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIWdotxMKC4
I want to help people, I know it's general, but it's true. The one thing I've ever wanted for myself is to be loved as much as I love. Or rather to say find someone who loves similar to the way...
I get it, and I think we really can open some doors for people, but I resent when I get put on a pedestal. On one side it's like, Yes, thank you for at least acknowledging that I am indeed holding...
When it's nice, I like to go to a park and write stuffs. Since it's been cold lately I've been settling for inside establishments, where I can chill out for a while and read/write. Last week I...
55548 It's really early, I'm highly caffeinated, and I'm sitting in a cafe taking pictures like this...
I like it, not to mention the whole gesture is so very sweet. He's a lucky Guy !
Well I guess I'm going to find out... I just got promoted to kitchen manager at the restaurant I am employed at. I'm really shocked that I was even considered, due to the fact that I have no formal...
Sliver I believe I have mentioned this before, but I think the world of your eyes :)
I feel like there is no way to avoid the dark side, but I've found trying to use it semi-productively makes me feel better, while also just letting it out. Write a song, paint a picture, just get...
Something interesting I found on reddit that reminded me of this thread. A color-coded map of the world’s most and least emotional countries
The idiom spills around me, as the tea pot goes off. Whistle, and cough. Silence waltzes in between, sewing up the seams. This collage of sound. To 20 different voices I am glued, Bound to split...
Umm, it's probably my dreads. I wear sunglasses at night, Don't let the red eyes distract people for the revolution at hand! lol
I had a really nice little moment with myself last night. A lot of my frustration in life comes from the difference between my idealizations, and my actual reality. Still, the way things have...
CONFESSION: I'm stuck. I'm really dumb. I don't even care if she hurts me again. I just want to love her. It's as if I were a moth heading right for a flame. Fearlessly, willingly floating...
I seem to be going through a period where I am very much less emotionally in control. It's interesting, I've always felt like I exist so fully emotionally, but mentally, in real-time I am not all...
This heart, this memory, a pin-cushion. Needles, gifts of love; when my guard was down. With each pulse comes also, wincing. A sharp, stinging tension. struggling for a swallow, and a breathe....
Well so, I just remembered what a hopeless romantic was, and experienced how much of one I am. Hopeless, is just so spot on. The accuracy is sickening, I'm an epic cliche. If I would have had a...
Hmm Highschool...(Catholic school BTW) I was like an English lord as I walked down the halls, and my lowly subjects would all lower their heads and acknowledge my brilliance... because I live in my...
There is a silver lining to everything. Right now, it's the fact that I have the internets again. Although, I had to have my heart broken, and move (once again) to get this gift. In truth, I...
I'm just going to get this out while I'm here. There is this person, and this person is my heart right now. This is both fantastic, and terrifying. The ego is causing a lot of fear here in this...
These forums are pretty much the only thing I've missed after my computer broke. Then I accidentally washed my phone... I'm starting to actually memorize my friends' numbers again. crazy right?...
Do you ever feel like a ridiculous Idealist/romantic? I hope I'm not the only one who still writes poems to people... You try to tuck it in, but your heart will always make it's way back to your...
Oh snap. It has recently come to my attention that I use sex for validation. I prefer temporary mutual validation, but it is what it do.'
