'Oh man, why do I always have to say so much about myself? It just ends up coming out at the spur of the moment, many things I regret saying and wish I'd kept inside. I end up feeling like others look...
Freaking out with anxiety to the point of sweating, feeling like you are losing your breath, and a faster than normal heart beat is not good. I freak out and overthink everything to the worst case...
I am still treated like a child and somehow I like it but it still feels very pathetic. I don't like going to these places that are boring to me, I want to discover my own things that I like. I just...
Yes, because in a fantasy world I'd have a chance of serving a great purpose towards a bigger goal, have more exciting adventures that are impossible in real life like flying without the use of...
Hinata Hyuga (Naruto) Toki Wartooth (Metalocalypse)
Wrote this as a mix of feelings and moments in rhyme. -------------- Alone, There is no one to hold. The sweet sound of howling wind, Against my ears, face, and hair. Often, we are left...
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mostly alt metal, alt rock, goth metal/rock and lately chillhop, musicbox music.
My younger brother is so mucch more ahead in life than I am. He acts more like my older brother but still has a bad temper and mean attitude and is pretty careless. i hope he changes that in the...
aw thank you so much!! >.< ^.^
Hi, here's a semi-recent photo of me with a bunny filter. U(βΛαΊΛ)U *no post quote pls* 694713
Started watching naruto battles until almost 4 AM and naruto talks about loneliness and being misunderstood thus hitting me right in the feels. I feel a bit sad now. :(
Hinata from naruto the most (we're both dandere, shy, withdrawn, softspoken, wishing to be acknowledged and be more strong) a bit of boruto (frustrated that parents cant spend time with me like we...
yeah, im the same. unless i get close to the person, then i reveal some stuff but close off soon. my hobbies and/or talents are personal for me and i don't want people to judge my work harshly like...
I am becoming obsessed with Japan and cats. *meow* :kitteh:
I feel like I annoy everyone and I'm really sorry if I do.
Hi all, I have not been on here in a while. sorry about that ^^ I've been lost on what to do with my life for a long time now. I'm scared about what would happen with the choices I make. I feel...
nichya I could try driving alone. I just get scared that I don't know what I'm doing and lose control of myself. The chances are pretty slim in me doing that, they just tend to build and flurry in my...
I cry whenever someone yells at me or gets stern with me. I feel like a stupid worthless idiot. I hate being compared. I hate not knowing why I am here. I have to bite my lip and pinch myself just to...
It's just that sometimes. I'm so afraid of trying, that I lose myself. But I still inferior either way. I wish learning how to drive wasn't so hard for me to do. It hurts me when people put me...
It feels like when I try to speak up and make friends, things just get so awkward. It's been years since I've had a friend. I don't know how to socialize properly and get scared and freeze in unknown...
1) Through many things. From the weather, to what I eat, to what I wear, what I listen to, and what I see. It's really subjective. I mostly feel nostalgic when going around places I've been to as a...
Emotionally invalidated, ugly, and stupid.
started a new job this week. but i feel so alone there. i feel like everyone there looks at me like i'm an idiot. i don't feel like i fit in anywhere i go. i try too hard. eventually i always end up...
This reminds me of the time I made a worker in a cell phone store try on almost every phone protective case color they had until I found a color combo that I liked. Took about half an hour for me to...
*stop falling in love with fictional/unattainable people* I can't. I won't. :crying:
Here's something I sketched while I was listening to My Chemical Romance. 497729
Allyrah That is very true. It is probably anxiety raging out, making things out to seem ten times worse than they really are. But a part of me just doesn't like that intimacy, unless I've truly,...
I know I come off as closed, reserved, and unaffectionate to other people. I was always weary of hugs and kisses from anyone. It's too close to me. Just too close. I can't even look others in the...
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Ehh, I can't stop liking cat videos. :bored: :ball:
Really loving MCR right now. Wish I could have gotten into them in high school. Would have made it more bearable for me. Maybe I wouldn't have acted like such a stressed, anxious wannabe adult weirdo...
Stupid and irritated.
Ruminating my daily thoughts and pressures. I need to calm down.
meh... :chargrined:
One time I was at the dentist and he was checking my teeth. He said I probably have 4 more years until I had to get my wisdom teeth taken out. He then asked me how old I was, I told him I was 18. He...
I have been an ovo-lacto vegetarian for about 5 years.
First and only one I went to was a rock concert with a lot bands headlining. I was 15. I went to see Korn, it was awesome. I saw Evanescence too and heard Shindedown play on the stage next to the one...
It's 4 AM and I can't sleep. Too many thoughts, too many feelings that I have to let out somehow.
Monsieur Melancholy thank you for the compliment. :proud:
*sigh* I was feeling a little okay about myself...:blushed: 484394 484402
It seems that even when I don't try to be, I am different, in everything I do. I'm a clumsy, socially anxious fool who blurts out unnecessary information and does unnecessary things. They all look at...
All this responsibility and opportunity is being thrown at me today. I don't know if I can take it. I just want to go back to being that 12 year old kid who watched anime and the only thing I had to...
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I once again held everything in until i burst into tears. Today has not been good. Indecision has been controlling my life forever and I want it to end. I wish I could tell someone about this without...
Dark eyes on the pathway towards destruction. Tiny feet, swift across blankets of ice. On the horizon, fourth moon watches. A star wishes to be granted. A heart of courage left to explore.
Eh. Forget it. Cat's still cute though. Hope that he likes it here. I don't know why people think all cats are heartless beasts. They are nice, well at least this one is to me.
I dreamed that I was at some outoor cafe/restaurant somewhere in a city and was talking with my mom. I mentioned that this area was where a relative was going to live at. I pointed to a tall...'
