Yes, sadly :/ ... sometimes I would just wallow in my misery fully intentionally just to feel something when it got really bad. It was still better than apathy yuck. But not at all healthy.
When you say sense of longing, I connect with that much more. It's more like I'm a figment of of a dream, someone's imagination, and until I wake up, I'm assuming pass away, I won't understand it....
I was depressed throughout high school and up until starting university for about a period of 6 years of which I remember very little of except how inwardly angry, just furious I was with the world...
That's the first part that went away, the very slight resentment I ever felt, but I'm purely worried about not caring about others anymore. hmm I think I know that feeling. It's like the emotional...
I'm having major issues with the exact same thing. I hate schedules, they gross me out. Smelling the roses is what life's all about ;) On a serious note lately (over the last month) I've just...
Welcome :) I struggle with not picking my things up and leaving for wherever my legs can take me. My home would then be my path. But how so do you mean? elaborate?
Thank you for the link, yeah those words were like a checklist for me, usually apathy with nihilism, cynicism with misanthropy very connected to each other :/.. Ah boundaries, never good with those,...
For the last couple of months I've avoided everyone. I've avoided all my friends, though I did give them so many explanations. That it wasn't them, it was me, that yes I knew they were there for me...
I feel like I'm losing my empathy. Or rather I have a bad feeling that I'm losing my empathy. What is this? Anyone ever feel like this? I don't like it. I feel like I'm not feeling things as strongly...
Kill myself and avoid the situation in it's entirety :mellow: meh... avoid avoid avoid
I would have previously, in fact I still do in a way. But, more so, just that I feel different in terms of the regular population or my perspective of it rather. I didn't really have an interest in...
Lurking because my best friend is an INTP and I find it interesting
Fears
If you ever get caught in a loop; You have morose feelings of a sort and you avoid others to prevent it negatively effecting them because, I don't know you feel ungrateful or as if you're being...
Thanks for the info :) been away from the forums for a bit!
Revolutionist It's good music what can I say? :D do you have any favourites? I know it's great! They were so ahead of their time. Whenever I listen to a band too much ( all the time) I try and...
ahahah thank you...
It's one of my favourite songs though I do not listen to them specifically often.
Television??? Marquee Moon, have you heard it? :D My favourite bands of all time, The Strokes, Julian Casablancas, The Animals, The Horrors, Pixies, The Arctic Monkeys, Novembre, The White Stripes,...
Alas, only on the internet. But that's something still :)
Anytime! :)
But the fact that you try is a lot more than what some would do? I say good for you :) Keep practicing, you're probably better than you think.
Funnily enough, same here haha I don't know really. I think maybe an epiphany. Sort of like, wow someone can be thinking on the same bandwidth as I am. I never realized there were people who I can...
Very much so! You've succeeded! :D What instruments do you play? hey Revolutionist, fancy seeing you here!
I see! I don't think you're evil yet either! I mean I don't think I will! I mean you're not. You are not. hahaha I've admitted to it very openly when I've felt I was as if I were truly evil, but...
Hi! Privet! Salam! Welcome! I'm new here myself too :) I used to say the same myself, about countless interests. As a kid (though I knew it was ridiculous) I sometimes said I'd have a different...
Aha even better. Oh cool! I'm not very used to mbti for others yet. But I heard INTJ is like, er, cool. Like er coughevil mastermindscough but I'm probably completely wrong right? The only people I...
hahahaha :') Try that in real life, the reactions are great :laughing: So have you taken the mbti too? care to share?
oh you, I like you.
Chance to let you thiiink I'm an expert. hmm why not, it sounds good to me, I give you full credit for this new career direction. If 20 years down the line I were to win an honor, or asked why...
bahahahaha-oh wait I lost my chance???
A picture on the internet caught my eye, voila, google image search. I can't help myself I get sudden extreme curiosity :tongue:
oh I'll definitely check it out then! haha originally it's Italian so you wouldn't normally come across it I just like to look up anything that grabs my attention :P
hahaha it's Corto Maltese! A comic book character by the late Hugo Pratt. Wow I haven't even seen the Time bandits (fail on my part) but I saw the trailer and I see that :laughing: Now I'll have to...
0____0 eh. I will keep it in mind!
Thank you! That's great, love your name... haha maybe he's just misunderstood, trying to be friendly :laughing:
Heyy So I've looking through these forums every once in a while and I thought might as well join in, because I might as well join in. But really everyone seems awesome and cool. :blushed: I'm an...
