'Scrambled eggs with tomatoes and onions on challah
When life feels empty and meaningless without someone or something to obsess over.
It's so cold my nipples hurt. :(
I use PerC to document the range of dumb things I do in my love and/or sex life because writing them down for just myself feels inadequate and posting them on any of the other forums I visit feels...
Whaaa? Color me confused and explain it to me like we're both drinking sparkling wine cocktails right now haha.
FUUUUUUCK I really want to talk to my ex. I miss having someone who would let me sort out my feelings with them.
I know this is true and I also know I have a lot to offer but a.) I offer it with copious amounts of crazy on the side and b.) I'm vain and insecure. So it's all a little bewildering to me sometimes.
I wish I wasn't such a neurotic and insecure piece of shit. Actually taking my ADs might help if only I could muster up the motivation to do it. I just can't ... I see the bottles on my bedside...
Every single guy I've dated seriously has in turn previously been in a longterm relationship with a woman who is far more attractive physically than I am. I know I'm not ugly and I also know that I...
Before anyone takes me seriously, please just ignore me. I'm a dumbass but I'm not in any immediate danger ... and I'm genuinely not doing this for attention, just screaming into the void and running...
Well, like Oscar Wilde, I'm also well on my way to being broke, syphilitic and dead so there's always that. :D
Self-loathing is addictive though ... the things you'll do to feed it are so fantastically perverse.
I'm an idiot and hate myself.
4w5 probably fits me best, followed by 9w8.
She's mediating her audience's experience of Americana the way people glamorize the East -- mysterious, feminine, submissive, sexual, dangerously dirty. She uses strip clubs, flags and freedom to...
Rice pudding.
I wish you would talk to me. I wish you wanted to.
I'm surprised that one of those crazy intuitives hasn't tried to turn this into a type me questionnaire yet. :P
Currently working on one chart, so two more spots are open.
I don't know if there's a thread for this already but since I'm too lazy to look for it, I figured I'd just start my own. --- I've recently got into astrology and would like to practice reading...
Sun conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius (10th house), Mars conjunct Jupiter in Pisces ascendent (1st house), Moon (opposition Sun) in Gemini (4th house). Each piece fits into a larger puzzle amazingly...
Intimacy and the opportunity to explode my feelings all over someone, preferably a hot guy, and have them reciprocate.
Think about whether or not you're prepared to go through life without betraying the tiniest hint of weakness, exhaustion, fear or lack of confidence. Because that's what being an excellent sheep at...
I feel weighed down and exhausted with sadness.
I wish with all my heart that I could help you learn to love yourself and to find a direction in life that sustains and fulfils you. I know I can't though. So I will continue to love and hope from a...
I don't like going to the doctor when I'm sick because I'm paranoid that they'll find something terribly wrong and it will ruin my life. I'm only okay going to the doctor when I feel all right and...
Both my parents are professors. My dad is an INTP and for him, academia IS life, so I don't think he cares so much about the work-life balance. He relaxes from teaching by doing research and from...
Here are a couple of helpful articles on getting a job in a two year college. How the Job Search Differs at Community Colleges - Advice - The Chronicle of Higher Education What...
If you are interested in teaching at a community college from the very get go, you're going to have to do things a little bit differently (actually, maybe significantly differently) than the typical...
I want some motherfucking resolution. No more shadow boxing. Jesus.
It's not so much about whether or not it's a good fit for an ISFP as whether or not it's a good fit for you. Being an academic is hard. To get a tenure track position in even a small college, you...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJzJmUGx5oM Can we start it all over again this morning? I let down my defenses this morning It was just you and me this morning I fought all my guesses this...
I wish I could just erase the last four years of my life. Everything from August 2010 has completely and utterly sucked the vitality and sparkle and passion out of me. I'm conventional now. Staid....
I think my boyfriend and I are on the verge of breaking up. This November would have been our third year together. I'm hoping that somewhere underneath the pain and the resentment and the fear and...
No, because I get bored ... and depressed about how boring my life is. And when my life is not boring, keeping a journal is pretty much the last thing on my mind. Although I did once write a diary...
I look like 15 years older than my boyfriend. Especially after he shaved his beard and mustache off. Ugh. I feel so ancient. Why does he get to look young while I look like a hag? It's so unfair. :(
Lana Del Rey is orientalizing America. In the most beautiful, seductive way. I think it's pretty genius. People were insecure about the Orient too. Actually, for somewhat similar reasons, I...
So ... I'm not really sure how to describe this ... but it made me really uncomfortable for some reason ... so I'll try. I don't like it when groups of friends hang out and take pictures to put on...
Well, Gryffindor it is then. If it worked for Harry, it should work for you too, right? Right. /Sorting Hat Fairy
Gryffinclaw.
9s fear the separation from their own selves that happens when they lose someone they love. Like having a limb chopped off. Also, because 9s typically have a weaker sense of self than 4s (or most...
I used to be good at describing physical things. I got a real kick out of painting vivid word pictures. But I haven't really done any creative writing in several years now. My descriptive ability,...
Fancy schmancy Greek username? Philosophical riddle in signature? You go straight to Ravenclaw.
I had the most amazing daikon stuffed whole wheat flatbreads today with sweet mango relish. So good. I love food. Love cooking it, eating it, sharing it.
I'm listening to Lana Del Rey slur her way through Ultraviolence and I feel like this right now. It's not that I don't love the people in my life or that I won't cherish and defend them with all...
I wish I knew. :sad: Either a 9 or a 4 though, I think.
I don't think it's a big deal, unless the person's wall is private or restricted to their friends' list, in which case I can see why they might be offended. I personally don't care enough about...
One of my classmates from college recently got engaged to a woman from a very conservative family and all his future in laws have promptly friended him on Facebook. Each time he does things like post...
An Honest Facebook Political Argument When did I become the bait taker? =(
Favorite type for romantic partners is ENTJ. ENFP, INTJ and ESTJ are also good. I have a particular soft spot for ENFP guys, though they're probably the odd ones out in this list. The test gave...'
